10/05/2007 04:44:00 PM

PROMOTIONAL EXAM IS OVER!



The process in this exam was tough, almost liked a battle. It was even worse than O-levels I thought. I felt like giving up many times during this process, getting tired and no where despite my efforts. Well, I`m done with it, and I should say I`m rather glad. I was disappointed in myself in the midst of the promotionals; like always having the thought of giving up. Like I said, this year seems tough for me. Monday after General Paper, I was down with a headache, had my afternoon nap and studied for Economics. Well, I felt like giving up on Economics, given that I`ve yet to understand how to shift the AS curvewith less than 12 hours to the exam. True enough, Economics was screwed. Tuesday evening was yet another tough period. I was tensed and stressed over Mathematics, the only subject that I have hope in. I ended up getting stuck on sums and nothing just seems to get into my head. I felt like breaking down with ocassional tearing. I was seriously stressed up that I broke down before the paper. Thanks Chin, your hugs did wonders! I went through the paper, but it wasn`t exactly smooth. By Wednesday afternoon, I studied for Chemistry, and the paper was scary. Its scary because I was simply too shocked after the MCQ, my brain went all confused and well, I think paper 2 wasn`t well done. I wanted to give up studying Physics, since I failed badly during Mid-years. I lazed around in the afternoon and suddenly reflected on this whole process and the past 9 months. Little did I know reflecting this process makes me determined to pass my Physics. I studied for it and I guess everything is up to God now.



I did put in extra effort since the September holidays, although it sounds rather late, but the effort made was there. I was disappointed in myself for having the thought of giving up every now and then. The feeling wasn`t nice at all. I didn`t want to see my efforts to go into waste, neither do I want my parents to be disappointed. The results for Mid-year wasn`t pleasing and I know they would definitely want me to do better, even I would want to improve. I thought about how patient and nice Mr Neo was, and I didn`t want to disappoint him. I strongly believe that he was the one that made me determined to pass my Physics. I thought about the 9 months that have passed in 2007. It wasn`t smooth sailing. I had difficulties adapting to JC life, I feel unmotivated and life wasn`t going well. Yet, I thought, maybe I have grumbled too much in these 9 months that it is time for me to start taking life as it is, to start appreciating the little things around me. Mum says "Life is never fair", indeed. It is how you strive for life and pursue your own happiness. Studying is a tough process, but I`ve yet to experience working life. Perhaps one day when I`m out working, school life is what i would yearn for again. I shouldn`t get all so grouchy about life now, obstacles are part and parcel of life. It is easy said than done, but this reflection process has definitely enlightening me.


I want to thank my love ones- my family and my friends for enduring me for these few months. I want to thank my late grandfather who have been my inclination during this period of time. Much loves!


Although I`m not sure if I would do well for this exam, but at least I`ve gained this little something. (:




HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!


It`s my 17th birthday! Thanks every sweetheart for making this day pleasant! You people made my day! =D

HEARTFELT THANKS! (:

I miss my secondary school life, and it is just great meeting up with them and listening. (:

I need to sleep, I need to shop, I need to play!
I need to get my PW done!


No more grumbles in life, and I would try to appreciate life more, to make life life.