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Monday, April 30, 2007

4/30/2007 12:00:00 AM

24 more hours and another month has passed.

Time has passed so quickly since I stepped into AJ;
since he left me.
Everything seems like yesterday.
It may be because of the hectic school life; the wonderful time spent with my girls and 0107;
and all the lessons I`ve learnt.

It is saddening to see how people change.
And I really don`t wish for her to follow my footsteps.

I hope the girls will make their ideal choices, and lead a happy life.
I shall thank god for the happiness they have.

Common tests are coming up, I`m prepared to fail every single one of them.
Track and Field meet this afternoon, I`m not looking forward to it at all;
not a single bit.
I miss track.
I don`t want to bring myself back to that scene.

JOEL has grown a fair bit.
She has learnt her lessons;
and she thanked the lessons learnt.
She has become stronger;
and she thanked herself for being stronger.
She has been missing those times;
yet she thanked him for those times.

JOEL wants to be a superwoman.
She wants to fight away all her troubles;
fight away her friends' troubles;
bring peace and love to the world;
bring joy and laughter to everyone beside her.

Take care my dear friends!

Tuesday, April 24, 2007

4/24/2007 04:31:00 PM

Pictures/Photos (:

FangBi; Chin; Xien.

XinLing; Joel.

My best track mate.

ShuZi; JunHao; Chin; Joel.

Joanne; Liza; Joel.

We ain`t pigs; we`re just alittle lazy.

Fight to the end; to emerge as champs.

Liza; Joel.

Diana; Joel.

Liza; Cassandra; Joel.

Joanne; YuMin; Cassandra; Joel; Liza.

Miss Raj; Joel; Liza; Joanne.

Proudly present,

The Girls.

The Guys.

Together, we make

S0107 ((:
I Love S0107.

TeeHees.

And finally,

Spastic Joel ;]
She`s going to be strong; be a superwoman.

Strive; Stride; Sprint on!

Tuesday, April 10, 2007

4/10/2007 11:50:00 PM

BOO!

Hmmm, last week was rather bad.
That scene is difficult to erase.
I was a defeated girl.
A split second makes a big difference.
The girls pinned their hope on me and I dashed it all at the very last second.
I`m sorry girls.
But nonetheless, I`m thankful and proud of the girls.
Not to forget my dearest Chin and Xien.

I went Malaysia for the weekends;
with the scene, the tutorials and my thoughts.

No lessons for these 2 days.
But I`m a tired girl.
I have been sleeping at 2 plus and 3 plus for the past 2 nights.
To hell PW.

I`m getting my PI draft done and over with tonight.
3 long nights are tiring.
SHOO eyebags and dark rings!

Shall upload some pictures the next time.

Strive; stride; sprint on.
Jiayou Joel!
I used to rely on you too much, now that you`re gone, I lost the motivation in life.

Monday, April 02, 2007

4/02/2007 04:54:00 PM

Heart / Mind.

At the end of the day, I am the defeated girl.

What can I do other than allowing time to pass me by,

so that I can tell myself,

"Joel, there is no turning point, there ain`t no turning back.'

So that I can convince myself that I can only look ahead,

and regret.

At least, some self-consolation,

"Hey girl, you did pursue it for 3 months."

Yes, self-consolation, yet self-denial.

Come on, I can do it.

I live by it for 4 years, another 2 years shall make no difference.

Give me more time, and I shall put this behind me.

Self-consolation: Well, I`m a happy girl during PE.

Self-denial: I`m still trying to prove myself worth.

Was this simple right from the start?

Did I complicate matters myself?

I know none of these answers;

For I know, time should pass me by,

for I know, regrets.

Life make me weigh the pros and cons;

Life make life harsh.

Pointless dwelling on, ranting on;

accept what I cannot change.

Everything aside,

I am sooo in love with N76!

Can some kind souls please grant me my wish?
N76, dumdeedumdeedumsss...

Isn`t this beauty?

Baby, 想对你说生对不起

用错了方式去爱你

因为我太在意

(如果没有你)

我的世界只剩回忆

每天只面对孤寂

以来不及在说我爱你

我们的故事真难忘

太多的回忆和希望

不管它有多疯狂

我愿意一生收藏

我们的故事不能忘

太多的情节要发展
不要放弃

因为有一天缘份会继续

让我们一起演完