8/30/2006 01:56:00 PM
Back from school. It was just the beginning of prelims and pooff, it`s gone case. =x. The only thing that is alright is my english paper 1, I think only, might not be the case. Hahas. I shall not bother about how well i`m going to fare and concentrate on the papers coming up after September holidays. Rubbish, it isn`t a holiday, more like a study week. Whatever the case, I must study hard. Study hard!
So I think I shall say a big farewell to my dream JC, goodbye!
Time is the factor. (:
Things that I have to do before the weekends : get all my homework done (can I give the Chinese composition a miss?), dig out and organise my notes for the different subject (damn, my study table is in a big mess), remind my papa to bring ah ma to check her eyesight (die die must remember), etc. Most importantly, revise!
You see, I am seeing stars now. The magnetic force between my bed and I is so strong that I`m trying to resist badly. I`m waiting for Waimun to tell me what time to meet her, gosh, I better not fall asleep.
My messy study table before prelims. The stack of books is higher now, but it won`t topple. Hahas.
Cute isn`t it? (:
Junyang with this birthday presents. His hair is FLAT.
By the way, FIR "ni hen ai ta" is nice and Mr Fei Yu Qing and Jay "qian li zi wai" is great! Don`t be amazed, yes it`s Mr Fei Yu Qing. It`s raining, it`s pouring and I feel like sleeping. =x. Till we meet again, byebyes!
please hold on.
Saturday, August 19, 2006
8/19/2006 10:51:00 AM
It hadn`t been a good week for me. I am not into the mood to do anything else except studying. Prelims are drawing near and I feel so unprepared. It isn`t just academics alone, my self confidence towards maths and others. Yes, others. There are so many words that I want to voice, whether it is towards you, or just to fa xie to people. But it seems that my heart prefers to be numb although my silly brain told me not to. Perphaps things just isn`t going right for me. Yeah, I just want you to be happy. I would allow my heart to remain numb as long as you`re happy. I am willing, without any regrets. Thursday was a dreadful day. Very dreadful indeed. I will try, I will. Be happy boy, be happy friends.
I`m sorry I can`t be perfect.
Saturday, August 12, 2006
8/12/2006 01:07:00 PM
I am quite a failure in comforting people. I will feel like crying myself too. Hahas. Well, at least he felt much better after that. Be happy my boy! <3s
Yesterday I didn`t reach home till 10. I was struggling really hard to finish up my A-math paper, and I did, weets~. So I thought I should start revising my Social Studies, well at least read through the textbook to recap the contents. But little did I know, the moment I brought my textbook to the bed, I fell asleep. Damn! So I actually slept with my Social Studies textbook for the first time throughout the night, without it dropping. Other days it could be History, Biology ( isn`t these the lullaby subjects?), and well, there is just a magnetic force between my bed and I. I love my bed! Hahas.
I will be going over to my cousin`s house later, and my grandmother will be going China for a holiday. Hope she enjoys herself. So I think tonight I will have to stay up to study again. Can someone give me more time? I feel so unprepared for my prelims. Anyway, yesterday`s Biology practical was quite fun. For the first time I knew how to do it. Hahas. We were burning peanuts and biscuits to find the energy content of these food. Yup, it is kind of fun with other food tests. Still, where is my physics practical?!
I bought Junyang`s gai ban album. (:
I am feeling worried. So Joel get started!!!
Take care people!
I feel insecure at times.
8/04/2006 06:45:00 PM
I was feeling kind of down at the beginning of the week. Nothing else, but results. DAMN SIAN, DAMN SHITTY. But hey, TIME IS THE FACTOR, I am feeling alrights now. (:
My dark rings are getting so obvious now. =x I wish I could go sun tanning real soon, just to get tan by a little tiny bit, enough to make my dark rings less obvious.
Had to take height and weight today, I was feeling scared can, cause I feel that I have been growing horizontally, which is real bad. Both my height and weight increase. I am still not satisfied with my height, 3 more cm, and I`ll be satisfied. I don`t want to look so short standing beside Don. Hahas. Time to exercise! I know I said this lots of time, but the results are not at all satisfying. Hahas. I am trying to avoid Tuesday Cross Country, I am too lazy to run, spare me the trouble. Please rain, and I`ll be glad. =D
There are 3 chemistry papers for this weekend. It is going to be a chim-istry weekend. I am beginning to like Chemistry practical, say NO to Biology practical, and where`s my Physics practical?
I shall build up my momentum now, no more regrets. (:
That`s all for now. Take care people, don`t fall sick. <3s
