7/28/2006 08:07:00 PM

It is almost a month since I updated, let`s get started.

Mock prelims have been getting me busy. Mock prelims is one big disaster, I think I can only survive through Mathematics. English paper 1 was alright, just that I had only 50 minutes to do my situational writing, which is definitely impossible to reach Mrs Tobias standard. I tell you, she is stingy with marks. English paper 2 was all about thinking. Physics was shit, I practically didn`t know how to do the last few questions, I was trying my luck, and hopefully luck is with me. Chemistry was another big hoo-hah. The paper was alright actually, that`s provided you studied, obviously the topics that I didn`t emphasize much were tested, luck is not with me. Biology, I hope I can make it this time, just that I screwed up on microorganisms, what`s with the digits? I seriously think luck isn`t with me. The chapters that I studied for History did not come out at all! Thank god the source based questions are managable. I think I can only rely on the stuctured questions for Social Studies. I prefer Mathematics, pray hard I have no careless mistakes. I wished I could have more time for my A-math paper 2.

Mock prelims is finally over. By Thursday, my head was aching like shit, yet I can`t fall asleep at night, the feeling is terrible, serious. The late nights and the lack of water result in pimples. I hate them! They better disappear fast. Shoo, shoo, off they go! That includes my eyebags.

I regretted not revising my work on a regular basis, but there`s nothing I can do now, it`s over. On the other hand, it`s just the beginning of another. I read in the papers, I am more of a marathon runner than a sprinter. By the way, I am referring to my horoscope, Libra. So it`s time that I pace up my momentum for studies. Work hard Joel!

I highly recommend two music videos. Jay Zhou, Feng and Liu Geng Hong, Cai Hong Tian Tang. Cai Hong Tian Tang is the second part of Feng. Watch them, you will be moved to tears. Well, at least I was moved.

I want to go shopping! That`s provided I have the mood. I need more sleep actually.

One and a half years pass real fast, I am still treasuring my boy, I do. But sometimes I just don`t know how to express my love. I hate my temper sometimes, I really hate it.

How are you guys out there doing? Take care people! I miss my friends.

Slap me hard, shake me hard, wake me up, so that I can move on.