5/27/2006 12:00:00 AM
OK, I am back to post.
The secondary fours had to stay back after school every single day, for 2 weeks just for Mother Tongue SSP till 5. It is boring! I slept during a few sessions and I only managed to finish 1 paper during the 2 weeks. Hahas. I tried to do, but it is simply too difficult, except for one day. As for that day, after I am done with the paper, I spent my time with Cherylnn in the toilet chatting about Hong Junyang. Hahas.
Anyway, Hong Junyang`s debut album is out in stores, please show your support! I believe it is worth the buy. Junyang rocks! (:
Tonight, neither Mr Teng nor Mrs Teng came home in a black face. Yay! I had to tolerate their black faces every Friday night, but not for tonight. I can do my homework in peace. (:
We have to go back for 2 weeks during the holidays, that sucks. 2 more months to mock prelims, 3 months to prelim and I don`t wish to countdown for O`s level. Sometimes, we really need to be realistic. Whatever. =x
There are so many people birthday coming up in June. An advance birthday to Cynthia, Alicia, Weiming and Beijia. Happy Birthday!
My dark rings are getting real bad. Mr Pang Wei Rong, can you stop going around telling people to look at how scary I am? Hahas, yes that`s what he is doing. In fact, I think I really look quite scary with that dark rings of mine. =x
I have been missing lots of movies recently. Mission Impossible 3, Eight Below, etc etc. And that`s kind of irritating. =x I am behind the time. But I think I will accompany Don to watch X-men, he has been waiting for it.
It is so nice to watch them play basket ball again. (: The feeling was really very great! Coach Soh is fantastic! I was afraid Captain Wong will lose his cool. Hahas. Thank god he didn`t. I think the whole team is great! Teamwork! I have to emphasize that Don Soh is really fantastic! Hahas. If I start it all over again, his face is going to be as red as the butt of a monkey. Hahas! I have learnt that it is the process that matters, not the results, and that determination works. All thanks to Jackson Zhong. Once again, he proved me wrong. I hope I have a chance to watch them play again. (:
My smiles must last!
Good luck to those taking your Mother Tongue O`s level on Monday! Jiayou!
Good luck Don. <3s
sometimes thinking too much hurts.
5/10/2006 04:59:00 PM
I realised I am really tired of studying, I really am. I held on last night, I told myself things will change for the better, I studied for my A-math test as usual. But after today`s test, I am tired, really tired of studying. I didn`t want to disappoint myself again, so I told myself "just try your best". I brought this mentality to the hall. My heart beat faster, my hand turned cold, it started to tremble. I was nervous once again.
If only my future job can be a toilet cleaner. =x
I thought I was back to normal on Monday, but not now. I lied on the bed on Monday night, I wasn`t sure if I was deep in thoughts or my mind was blank. I didn`t know.
I flipped through my stuffs on Sunday night. I miss my friends. I miss 2e3`o4. I miss dajiatingg.
I read through the letters we wrote to each other. I realised, I`ve hurt her many times. I failed as a friend, perhaps I am not fit to be her friend. I hope she is happy now, and will always be. She took the initiative again today, I am guilty, I really am. I am sorry girl. We were just standing next to each other on bus today, I felt so far, far away from her. I don`t know what to do. Be happy girl, you must be.Hahs, say no to dull. Let`s think positive. One more day to long weekend, and I am going out tomorrow. I have to get lots of stuff, I think I should be spending quite an amount tomorrow.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY to the May babies: grandma, auntie, abigail and DON! Happy Birthday!
I think I am still holding on, I think I am. I am tired, I really am.
