I am so tired now. I only slept for about 2 hours last night. My panda eyes are getting worse, to the state that Weirong and Kwanchiu describes me as scary. It`s not that I don`t want to sleep, instead I would enjoy sleeping, just that I have to study for my biology test last night. Talking about tests, I am damn disappointed in myself.
I screwed up majority of my tests just because I was freaked out. I was prepared for the tests, but I dont understand why I will be freaked out. My hands turn cold, they were trembling, basically adrenaline was building up in me. I believe I could have scored better if I wasn`t freaked out. Once again, I have put in the effort but the results are not shown. I hate this. I seriously hate this. I know life can never be smooth sailing, however it is just too demoralising. It makes me want to give up. My grades are dropping like ****, and this can`t go on. I can`t do anything but to hold on. I`ll hold on.
4/23/2006 02:14:00 PM
Name 20 people you can think of right now at the top of your head. Dont read the questions underneath until you write the names of all 20 ppl. Ok tag at least 5 ppl.. Ready? Start!
1. Don
2. Waimun
3. Vera
4. Cynthia
5. Abigail
6. Tricia
7. Alicia
8. Wanchin
9. Jackson
10. Jay Chou
11. Junyang
12. Weirong
13. Hiokyeong
14. Casherine
15. Meihui
16. Kwanchiu
17. Weiming
18. Minghan
19. Yuting
20. Zhexuan
Ok, now for the questions:
1. How did you meet 14?
In school.
2.What would you do if you had never met 1?
Life`s no more. Hehs.
3.What would you do if 20 and 9 dated?
They don`t even know each other.
4.Did u ever like 19?
No. He will always be my godbrother. (:
5.Would 6 and 17 make a good couple?
I don`t think so. They are attached mind you.
6.Describe 3.
Sleep sleep and SLEEP.
7.Do you think 8 is attractive?
She`s a great girl!
8.Tell me something about 7.
Sporty!
9.Do you know any of 12's family?
Nope.
10.What's 8's favourite?
Lin Jun Jie.
11.What would you do if 18 just confessed he/she likes you?
I will be thinking he`s crazy.
12.What language does 15 speak?
Ta jiang hua yu. Hahas.
13.Who is 9 going out with?
He won`t tell me, and I don`t think he is.
14.How old is 16 now?
17+ if I`m not wrong.
15.When's the last time u talked to 13?
On friday.
16.What is 2's favourite band/singer?
Many I supposed.
17.Would you ever date 4?
I am straight and so she is. Hahas.
18.Would you ever date 7?
The same as before.
19.Is 15 single?
Nope.
20.What is 10's last name?
Jie Lun. (:
21.Would u ever be in a serious relationship with 11?
No. But he`s my idol. Whees~
22.What school does 3 go to?
ZHSS
23.Where does 6 live?
So paiseh. I dont know.
24.What's your favourite thing about 5?
She gives nice advises. (:
25.Have u seen number 1 naked?
No.
Now to tag 5 people:
Waimun
Cynthia
Abigail
Alicia
Tricia
4/07/2006 10:58:00 PM
I have decided to blog to keep my brain working for homework later. My brain was dead during tuition. I kept making careless mistakes, and yeah, bascially I can`t think. My brain is dead. To re-activate my brain, I`ve decided to think about the things I have done this week. Sounds ridiculous though. =x
It has been a tiring week. It was more of physical than mental. Had PE on Tuesday and Thursday, mind you we were training for 2.4km run, and PFT on wednesday, last but not least, Sports Day today. Can you imagine the muscle ache I am suffering from now? By right, I should not have any muscle ache, but I don`t have the habit to do warm-ups, that`s why. And, how long was it since I last exercise for 4 consecutive days? I could hardly even recall.
PFT was quite standard. Those stations that I am weak in, is still weak. Instead of improving, I deprove. Sports Day was *sighs. I admit that I did not put in much effort for the hundred metres race, moreover my competitors are of a much higher standard than me (that`s obviously). As for relay, I am extremely disappointed in myself. "I suck in track, call myself having passion in track and field," is running through my mind. Although I know nothing can be done now to salvage the situation, the fact is that I have disappointed the teams of girls. I am sorry.
On the other hand, was proud of Don for doing so well. Great job Don! You shall have your reward! iLOVEyou*
I had my Physics test today. It was still OK. Guess that the tests are coming up again. My life now is only about studying. It sounds meaningless, indeed it is. I`ll hold on. To be honest, I am not enjoying my life. Life`s like that. How long can I hold on? At least for now I think.
I don`t think I am in a very good mood now. Hold on Joel!
4/03/2006 06:26:00 PM
I`ll hold on, cause life`s like that.
