Friday, December 30, 2005
new year
12/30/2005 11:45:00 PM
an advanced HAPPY NEW YEAR to you guys out there ! HAPPY NEW YEAR !
in fact i find that this year has been over too QUICKLY. dont you think so too ? time seems to be shorter this year compared to my other 14 days on earth. ( that`s provided i remember my years ). yar... liked i said, 2oo5 has past too quickly. to be honest, i DONT wish for 2oo6 to come that fast. well, i DONT want to face a MAJOR examination that fast yet. i have yet to PREPARE for it ( not as in revising wise, i meant MENTALLY ). currently, i am still in my SLEEPY mood. i have been waking up after 12 almost everyday unless i have something on. which means HALF of my day is spent SLEEPING. how GREAT ! so i am so going to be in deep trouble when school reopens which is LESS than a week. so may GOD BLESS ME. and guess what ? CONSTANT revision is NEEDED next year. it`s NEEDED and NOT wanted. see the difference ? that`s why i said i am NOT MENTALLY PREPARED. PLUS, i DONT feel like STUDYING now ! oh dreads. maybe it`s because of the holiday mood ( 4 consecutive weekends of enjoyment ) that`s getting over me. why cant the ministry of education just spare us MORE holidays ? this will grant the wish of so many school children in singapore. isn`t that great ? oh well, my WISHFUL THINKING again. well oh well. i HAVE NOT finish my holiday assignments. so wish me a merry christmas and a happy new year. hahas.
OK. i have thought about 2oo6 for this few days. so i am going to face my classmates again ( maybe they are not that bad, but i just cant communicate with them. i realised i`ve turned ANTI-SOCIAL ). so in 2oo5, i`ve both FAILED as a friend and turned ANTI-SOCIAL. what a FAILURE in my social circle. maybe i should just buy a hermit shell and hide in there. but i cant forget bout my comfy bed though. i `ll bring it along in my shell. then i can be in my dreamland every now and then. sounds great yea ? i know it`s NOT. -.- so i have to SOCIALISE. i find it difficult to do so though. but i`ll try ( i think i cannot ).
next year mama says she will be busy with her work. and daddy recently seems to be busy also. so i have to a be a GOOD girl. but once again it`s back to my ****** days ***** at home. im used to it ( i think i am, maybe not ).
i think i am thinking TOO MUCH this few days. thinking as in HU SI RUAN XIANG. this is BAD. i want to go back to the times whereby i think that by NOT thinking it`s BETTER. no need to kill brain cells plus NO WORRIES only SMILES. but the only place whereby there`s no need for thinking is SLEEPING. I`M IN LOVE WITH SLEEPING.
i was helping my mother to cook the other day, trying to find the potential in me for being a chef ( what a joke ! ). now i enjoy getting in touch with knife ( i wont kill, i just enjoy cutting edible food ) and making jellies. hahas. but sad to say, my mother said i have NO potential in being a chef. * shrugs. maybe i can try HOTEL MANAGEMENT. i`m quite interested in this though ( for the time being ).
somebody please remind me to sign my report book. thanks !
quite a long post though. kind of dont know what to say liao. just wish all of you out there BEST WISHES FOR THE UPCOMING YEAR ( less than 20 hours away ).
Sunday, December 25, 2005
MERRY CHRISTMAS
12/25/2005 01:14:00 AM
MERRY CHRISTMAS !
