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Joy, peace and health;
bless my love ones please.


2e3`o4 ; Abigail ; Alicia ; Alvin ; Casherine ; Cynthia ; Huidan ; Jared ; Leeyen ; Shijia ; ShaoMing ; Tricia ; Waimun ; Wanchin ; Xien ;

Designer: Lisee
Copyrighted 2007 Nicolette.

10/16/2005 04:03:00 PM

i didnt go malaysia in the end.
korrkorr`s passport was expired.
at least i could communicate with darling even though i couldnt get to see him.
went safra to bowl with my family and watched SHEN HUA for free caused korrkorr managed to get them from his boss.
my ATTITUDE sucks.
caused unhappiness within the family.
* shrugs.
this was on monday 1o1o-

went out to causeway point with huidan.
bought mummy`s birthday present.
it was small small DJ.
real KE AI !
brought back lots of packet of " lao po bin " cause my auntie bought lots of them.
was carrying it around.
kinda troublesome.
took neos with huidan too.
this was my tuesday 111o afternoon-

was excited for this day.
cause i could finally get to meet darling after 4 days !
4 long days !
and so we went to watched GOAL at ps.
abii went with us too.
met cynn and zhaorong after the movie.
then we went walk walk around ps.
took neos.
and we met beijia and alicia.
hahas.
so we stood outside action city and chatted.
it was NICE !
darling accompanied me home.
i ENJOYED myself.
(:
my little wednesday 121o-

backed to school.
dreads.
got back my results.
IT WAS SHIT !
but at least i managed to pass my chemistry borderly.
=x
then i got back my biology`s result.
i was like "kao".
i prepared biology better than my other two sciences yet the result was just disappointing.
i was thinking "study so hard also hopeless de, what`s the use then ?".
but the thing was how come it was my MCQ that pulled me down ?!
it pulled my marks down for both physics and biology.
i supposed at least 9o% of the population of students would find MCQ being the easiest.
you can either try your luck or even be more confident of your answers.
but it was different for me.
i would rather that gave me only 2 options instead of 4.
it`s either this or that.
it is impossible i know.
* my wishful thinking.
but it too reflects on how i decide in life.
"sui bian" is always my answer.
i prefer not to decide.
maybe it`s because i wont know what is the best decision out of the whole matter or im just plain lazy to think.
but i supposed it was more of me being lazy ba.
thats my character.
what has it got to do with MCQ ?
it`s because i dont know the topic and subject well enough or even though i met with difficulties in answering my questions, i dont know which option is the best or even the most likely.
is this a punishment god wants me to go through ?
* sighs.
my 2 dreadful days in school 131o&141o-

141o wasnt really a bad day.
at least it was the 9th month darling and i are together.
at least it was the day YIJIAZHIZHU has grown older.
at least i had a sweet sleep on darling`s bed in the afternoon.
and yepps.
i went over to darling`s house with jackson after school.
jackson played with the computer with those ka ka.
i was zhu-ing.
and darling was watching jackson playing and me zhu-ing.
hoped i didnt do anything malu when i sleep.
hahas.
it was a SWEET sleep.
(:
it was a nice afternoon after school.
friday 141o-


i need someone to tell me the definition of rude.
perphaps 1 from a parent and one from a teenager.
does it means that one`s tone towards one`s parent is just alittle alittle harsh and it`s considered as rude ?
or is it one`s sentence contains "meh", "lah", etc is rude ?
OK.
maybe im really RUDE to my parents.
i admit i am sometimes.
im GUILTY.
but sometimes IM JUST FIGHTING FOR MY OWN RIGHTS.
i believe in one having to fight for his/her own rights.
i dont know why i believe in that.
now i need someone to tell me it is positive, negative or neutral.
perphaps it`s more of NEUTRAL.
to take note, every one of us has his/her swings.


but anyway,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY !
<3


im having the thought of switching to combine science [ physic and chemistry ] and take pure biology.
my interest in biology is still there.
but i dont know how this decision will affect the rest of my entire life.
i understand that one WRONG decision may RUIN one`s life.
i dont want to make any WRONG decision.
im afraid.


TO DARLING ::
my shoulder is for YOU to lean on.
my heart is filled of YOU.
im willing so willingly to be with YOU.
to go through all the obstacles in life to go through the difficulties encountered to go through MY LIFE and YOUR LIFE with YOU.
I WILL ALWAYS BE THERE FOR YOU.
so no matter what happen in life.
I CARE FOR YOU.
simply because I LOVE YOU.
<3s


- wo hui pei NI yi zhi zou dao zui hou -
- one wrong decison ruins one`s life -

* gurllgurll -