8/14/2005 03:25:00 PM

been some time since i updated.

oh yar...
HAPPY [ belated ] BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE.

my finger is getting so much better.
used to be fat, swollen and gross.
like the flesh coming out.
=x
it shrunk alot now.
hahas.
kind of weird describing it this way.
* shrugs.


bought the same shirt as baobeii for Nday.
`` im not a loser.
well maybe i am.


studies arent getting any better.
slack and slack and slack.
doubt i was ever hardworking.
not in my next life either.
know i have not much time left.
shall try to smack my butt and strive.
just like a TRACKandFIELD competition.
the "gun" shoots and u sprint to the finishing line.
is it the same logic??
or is it just MY logic?


there`s something which really puzzles me.
is like teachers have been coming into our class saying
"3e2 should be a good class".
i mean why must they think this way?
mr heng says majority of us will graduate into university get good jobs blah blah blah and even went to the extreme of being singapore leaders.
then what do they regard students from RI or RGS for?
but this also have proven that it is indeed a society that students can receive stress.
and that teachers are indeed concern bout academic more than character.
people do have different potential.
but that doesnt mean i have the potential in studying.
i certainly do not.
i certainly dont mug like others in class.
i even sleep in class.
then i shouldn`t even belong in 3e2 right?
i dont see myself being future leader.
i should thank god if im able to get into a JC.
i dont belong in my class.
well...
dont know why am i suddenly talk bout this.
or maybe im just thinking too much.


then we had this new a-math teacher
called mr lim.
not the fierce fierce scary scary students see him will siam de.
but is this old old teacher with a sore throat.
he speaks far too soft + his sore throat makes him sound as if he`s a robot.
and he speaks to the whiteboard.
-.-
i was telling him to speak louder but i ended sleeping instead.
hahas.
havent been listening to his lessons.
hopes ms leow comes back to teach us real fast.


the school is getting stricter with discipline nowadays.
making school a worsen place to be.
how can it be our second home ne?
thats provided i love school.
but obviously i dont.
(:


i discovered i cant really walk straight.
=x
god made me this way ba.
my mother borned me this way ba.


i seriously miss TRACKandFIELD.
blame the school for not having this cca.
im giving up on it.
no point pursueing it.
my speed is decreasing.
sighs...
GOODBYE to TRACK.


i didnt know i could dirty my brother`s hand.
just knew it today.
it freaking hurt when it came out of his mouth.
given my character i would definitely rebut.
but ended up my parents scolded me.
it was SHIT lah.
he started it first for god sake.
whatever lah.
im just a PEST.

have been trying to fork out time to change this layout.
I`LL TRY.
(:


baobeii...
ni bu yao gei zhi ji ya li hao mah?
ni dui zhi ji you xing xin hao mah?
ni bu fang qi zhi ji hao mah?
hao mah?

hen xi wang ni hui yong yuan kai kai xin xin.
hen xi wang ni hui yong yuan xing fu.
hen xi wang ni nen jian jian dan dan de guo yi sheng.
wo hui wei ni qi dao.

today 7th month le.
yijiazhizhu has grown a month older again.
(:
thanks for everything.
thanks for being you.
THANKS ALOT BAOBEII.

I LOVE YIJIAZHIZHU.
I LOVE YOU.
* hugs and kisses.


* gurllgurll --