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Saturday, December 25, 2004

merry x'mas

12/25/2004 03:55:00 PM

weehh-o-weetts
ish x' mas eve today.
and i realli realli enjoyed tis day.
heehees. x).
mua day was sho pleasant. x).
happiiee happiiee happiiee.

morning was helping out wib mua uncle.
half asleep thru-out.
was freakingg tiredd.
denn go causeway tuu mit dem.
and
blahh blahh blahh
mua happiiee x' mas eve.
x) x) x).
haahaas.
crazy joel.

wishingg everii one outt dere
a merry x'mas
&
a happii new yearr
may all ur ddreamms & wishhes cumm ttrue.
may happiiness bii wibb uu alwaees.
godd bless uu.
=).

# 2005 wanttedd
* gooddiee resultts
* peacce
* happiiee familyy
* switt memoriees

6 more days tuu 2005.

a new yearr
a new beginningg.

*muachhs.

Sunday, December 19, 2004

life

12/19/2004 03:10:00 PM

der more hope uu pin.
der more hurt uu feel.
ish tis realli der logic?
maybi bax.perphaps bax.
lately xiaojingg seems saddie.
yar...
uu may say she's a non-living ting.
she's jux a soft toy doggie.
burt sum howee i jux feel fer her.
she's alive in mua hartx.
hais.
am i finking too much?

wat's life?

life's a mystery.
uu wun noe when tuu hold on.
uu wun noe when tuu let go.
tym will heal everiting.
burt tym will neva wait fer uu.
clocks are still ticking away.
everi hr.
everi min.
everi sec.
cherish everi moments uu hab.
nope matter if alone.
nope matter if in grps.
cox dere may bi nope turning bac.
do nortz take tings fer granted.
cox nortz everione will gib uu chances.
dunch regret onli when uu lose it.
der life ish urs.
fite fer ur own happiness.
prove fate wrong.
prove dat everiting ish nortz fated.
prove dat onli uu urself can create ur own life.
nid nortz care bout watx other pple say.
as long as uu noe uu're nortz.
den uu're nortz.
do nortz bi affected by watx pple say.
life's an endless road.
uu're creating steps wheneva.
wheneva uu grow.
wheneva uu learnt.
burt if eva a step goes wrong.
*touch wood
let tings take place naturally.
take a step at a tym.
uu carn escape from reality.
life's weird.
gurls will neva understand guys.
guys will neva understand gurls.
dats howee god made us.
made us tuu bi different.
nortz jux onli der gender.
burt each single person.
dats whyee ish difficult tuu noe
tuu noe watx pple are finking.
thus.
life's unpredictable.
and dats life.
---

well.
ish tis realli der logic in life?
can sum bodi plss tell mii.
if it ish.
will i bi able tuu do it?
will i bi able tuu noe
tuu noe when tuu hold on
tuu noe when tuu let go.
tuu fite fer happiness myself.
tuu prove fate wrong.
tuu grow
tuu learn
as i create each step.
tuu face up tuu reality.
tuu start a new life...

awaitingg ferr 2005.

Sunday, December 12, 2004

malaysia trip

12/12/2004 03:45:00 PM

[5 dec]
go fer tuition wib mua black face as usual.
during tuition drop der thick thick a math book on der floor.
"pom" sho damn loud.
cox mua hp was calling mii sho loudly oso.
hahas.gort sms.
tuition ended early today.oh yeah!
whole afternoon sibehx sianx.
whyee? cox gort nope programmes.
kinda showing mua attitude.
was bothered bout going malaysia too.
den gort one sms made mii real cua tio.
dunch noe howta replie.
i'm stuck ish all i can say.
onli replie at 8 plus.bleahx.
which ish bout 2 hrs later???
i'm stuck...
gib mii sum tym...
watch tv.den tears start flowing.
cox of tis family.
i'm jux nope bodi...
cry cry cry der whole nitex.
was online at der same tym.
diunch realli replie msg.
den go tuu sleep.

[6 dec]
11 plus wake up loh.
watch tv while waiting fer dixon tuu cum.
when he first came.
we were silent.
den kinda xiang tong ler.
dixon was trying tuu read mua sms-es.
nope way boi! hahas.
5 plus go northpoint wib him.
go popular tuu buy books.
bought a hmt o level book.
wahx sianx~.
reach home watch tv.
noe dey carn tahan.
all go sleep liaox.
neva mind.i went tuu sleep oso.
hahas.

[7 dec]
8 plus wake up go bathe.
had tuu set off at around 9.15
fetch bro tuu work first.
den take der chance tuu sms.
hehes.
fink i woke him up.=X.
den mit chieling and family at woodlands.
der causeway nortz jam.
quite smooth lahx horx.
go tuu our club house first fer lunch.
den chieling took our car.
and we made our way tuu KL.
der car journey was okie.
papa was going at 140 km/h.
blasting der car wib mua fave song.
den went cum tuu marmie cd.
hahas.fell asleep.
nortz our type mahx.sianx mahx.
den reach KL jam.*wth.
reach der hotel at around 4 plus.
ish 'prince hotel'.
5 star der.quite satisfied lahx.
6 plus walk our way out fer dinner.
cox jam jam jam and jam.
reach hotel bout 10 plus.
retire at 12 plus after a hot bath.

[8 dec]
had a bed of mua own tuu sleep.
had a silly dream.
sent mii lafting when i woke up in der morning.
hahas.
walked out tuu addias factory outlet.
bought bro bball shorts.
wanted tuu buy a sling bag.ex siax.
shop fer der whole damn day.
bought a pair of jeans dat i realli lyk alot.
hehes.
walked bac tuu der hotel.
had tuu walk everi single day lahx.
cox alwaes jam der.
went fer a swim.der water ish cold.
chill~.
was feeling tired burt carn get tuu sleep.

[9 dec]
whole nitex turn here and dere.carn sleep.
wake up watch man u match.
morning go swimming and gym.
ate sushi king fer lunch.
3 pple 19 plates.
nortz alot though.
den went shopping again.
bought bro a man u jersey.
i bought a pair of shorts too.
was real tired wib der walking.
went tuu see their roxy and quicksilver.
wahx.
dere more ex lorhx.
der bag more ex by 10-20 bucks.
eben their sports tingy oso more ex.
was raining.sho wanted tuu take taxi bac tuu hotel.
burt all oso drive away der.*wth.
end up we walk bac eben faster lorhx.
den soak in der bath tub.
more foam than water.hehes.
watch singapore vs indonesia.
end up sleep.hahas.

[10 dec]
yuting sms mii last nitex.
and i tot i was dreaming.
cox 12 plus mahx.den he suddenly msg dat one.
sho tot dreaming lorhx.hahas.
10 plus check out.
den drive tuu melaka.
jux tuu eat.
mua uncle's idea.
kinda lame i noe.burt watta do.
slept in der car.
cox ish mama cd.
den 2 plus left melaka.
and bac tuu singapore.oh yeah!
slept at first in der car.
den wake up tuu listen tuu mua own cd.
beri natural jux wake up der.
papa was driving quite fast tis tym.
causeway jam.papa grumble sho much.
aiyahs.xi guan jiu hao lahx.
straight sms after crossing der custom.
hehes.
met bro fer dinner.
hafta treat dem.fineee.
den reach home lie on mua bed.
wahx sehx.sho damn comfortable siax.
watch tv tuu catch up wib watx i mish.
wrote mua diary sms and sleep.
xiaojingg wib mii der whole malaysia journey.
hehes.sho kutex worx her.

[11 dec]
watch tv.
go ntuc wib marmie.
cum bac do tuition hmwk.
den waimun cor.
end up chat win her fer 1 whole hr.
notti gurl ah she...
go read her sistaa diary.hahas.
went fer family gathering as usual.
came bac tuu watch encore telecast of singapore idol.
mish it cox went tuu prom dat nitex.
sly sang 'i dream' real well.
good job sly.
jay sing 'an jing' still betta.
or should i say der best.
cox he simply rox.
hahas.
was doing der hmwk while watching.
actualli more of copying ans lahx.
hehes.
den watch watch watch.
cousin and papa 'shit' here 'shit' dere.
cox dey watching soccer.
created a din at home.
almos everi saturday lidat der lahx.
mii xi guan jiu hao.

whyee mr ang haben contact mii yet.
*wth.
dunch tell mii ish bad news lorhx.
mii wanna good news.
den at least go tuition gort pple pei mahx.
hahas.
nortz sho sianx den will bi happier mahx.
lidat uu wun say i gong gong looking liaox mahx.
lidat den i will studie harder mahx.
hahas.
jux gib mii good news lahx.
bleahx.
tml going fer tuition.sianx~.
go den muz gib mii good news ah...
hahas.

mii wanna go shopping next week.
wanna buy a new bag.
marmie ish onli giving mii 30 bucks fer it.
hafta pay der rest myself.
roxy quicksilver or op.
still carn make up mua mind.
aiyahs.
hafta spend lotsa money.
nida buy christmas pressie.
thus i'm broke again.
xi guan jiu hao lahx.

i haben finish mua holiday hmwk yet.
still gort lotsa tuu do lorhx.
hais.
where gort mood tuu do lorhx.
hahas.
gonna copy liaox ler.
manage tuu borrow a eng book review tuu copy.
hehes.
burt still gort alot lehx.
sianx lorhx.
do tis kinda stuff.
hais.
last week den piang lahx.
opps.gort cca horx.
*wtf.
okie fineee.

``take care pple.

.mua sweet touchings.zhenxinhua.
.mending a broken heart__.
[[ wounded +.

Monday, December 06, 2004

wth

12/06/2004 02:59:00 PM

breakingg awayy from tis family.

i'm nope bodi in tis family.

saying dat uu wun force mii
ish actually adding more pressure onto mii
uu all wun noe it ani wae
nope bodi will noe it
cox i'm nope bodi.

--breakk awayy`

``fallenn tearss.
``nope more holding bac.

Sunday, December 05, 2004

dots.

12/05/2004 12:45:00 AM

[29 nov]
10 plus wake up loh.abt tuu go skool den ahboi cor.
say take fer mii liaox.geex.thanx.=).
went ova tuu dixon house.tuu do hmwk.
gort do lahx.jiu na me yi dian dian.
hahas.den he help mii finish liaox.
sianx lehx.dunch feel lyk doing.
he worse lorhx.jux 3 sums niax.=X.
his bro beri kutex lorhx.hahas.
dixon cdg abuse.hahas.
child doggie gurl.
hit his bro head.poke xiaojingg.tickle mii.
abusing ah!!! hahas.
when he played der violin gort noise pollution.hehes.
maybi his i dunch noe howta appreciate lahx horx.
i sho baddie.hahas.
walked wib mii home end up stay at mua place fer an hr plus.
chat chat chat.
tried tuu tickle tickle tickle.
he go liaox mii help xiaojingg bathe.
sho heavy after dat.hahas.den eyes dua dua der.
hall der tv spoil liaox lahx.
dixon say i watch too much den spoil now.
*hmpf.

[30 nov]
expected he will fall asleep halfway while sms-ing.hahas.
carn sleep again last nitex.
god noes whyee.
9.30 wake up.cox dixon cuming ova.
bought breakfast and milky bar chocolate fer mii.
mua fave chocolate.hahas.
lying on der bed all der way.nose torturing mii.
trying tuu convince dixon tuu go.end up diunch.
dunch gib mii excuses.
mei you ren der jie kou hui bi jay der hao ting.hahas.
he tell mii go malaysia wib parents next week.
i dunch wanna.yar ritex…ntg will happen.
at mrt station mit ahboi dere.
der mrt journey tuu jurong less than 30 mins niax.
faster than i expected.
tot will bi lastest tuu reach dere.
end up ish der earliest.
den hafta wait long long.*wth
ice skating ish sho damn freaking farn.
in lubb wib it liaox.hahas.
at first still scared.end up treat it as roller blading.
one word tuu describe.farn.
i fell down twice.sho cooling after dat.hahas.
first tym ish in front gort pple.unable tuu slow down.
second tym ish hit onto der dunch noe watx ting.
buay balance den fall down.
laft at myself till pengx.
still trying tuu learn der backwards.
around 5 plus go liaox.tuu causeway.
eat pasta mania.damn full lorhx.
den went tuu shop fer der black skirt.
bing forced tuu buy one.*freak.
go comic connection mit dixon.tickle mii again.
aiyohs.gurls abuse ah!!!
wanna say a big thanx tuu uu.
uu should noe whu…
THANX UU

[1 dec]
feel sho baddie last nitex.sho sorrie…
reach der hotel.wasn’t late.
went suntec tuu eat first.
everitym we cross der road.
keith will chant “wo bu yao si”.
cox we jay walking.
make mii laft lyk hell.
at café.sho malu lorhx.
keith say sho loud “nope air-con”.
mii and ivan dunch noe where tuu put our face lorhx.
as usual.dey did dere gossiping session.
go bac hotel room dey sho ganjiong.
dunch noe howta print out der photo.
der prom nitex ish sho damn coolx lorhx.
went around taking photos wib oswald and xueting.
saw mua dear dear senior denise.den hugx her titex titex.
part of der programme was voting der prom king and queen.
dey pair up liaox.do qna and marriage propose.
der winning couple was celestine and sherwin.
farnie was when henry go on stage tuu dance.
can laft till pengx.hahas.
best part ish dancing.freaking coolx.
though onli can stand dere and watch.
burt ish equally good.
next yr may nortz hab prom nitex liaox.
ms tan object tuu it.
keith say mua bi last tym she kanna dumped a lot of tyms.
singapore idol ish taufik win.all der best tuu both of dem.
gort pple cry gort pple scream at der prom nitex itself.hahas.
took taxi home.der taxi driver wanted mua life badly.
dunch noe howta drive der.wanna mii see nope tml.
reach home bathe write diary.

[2 dec]
was beri tired.12 plus den wake up.
watch tv ler do compre fer dixon.
sianx.one passage den dunch feel lyk doing ler.
was blasting mua ear wib jay qi li xiang album.
started tuu scribble on der paper.
played wib xiaojingg after dat.
she dancing "yuan you hui" and "ge qian".
hahas.she's sho kutex lorhx.
beri tired siax today.
burt bathe liaox gort jing shen again ler.
watching xi lin men dat tym.was fighting wib bro.
throwing marmie clothes here and dere.hehes.
8 was on der fone wib dixon.
his 2 bro realli beri kutex lorhx.
and i fink i past mua flu tuu him.
*opps.
hais.bothered by stg.

[3 dec]
read bout singapore idol on der newspaper.
when's der encore telecast of der grand finals arx?
mii wanna listen sly sing "an jing".
read magazine after dat.was sianx lahx.
bro go out.mii restless at home.
read rave comics.plue sho kutex.
burt xiaojingg kuter.hahas.
buy ler dinner burt nope appetite tuu eat lehx.
god noes whyee.
showed mua attitude tuu marmie.
*opps.hais.
watch tv.den sms.1 msg realli make mii laft till pengx.
burt serious lahx...mii oso ganjiong.hahas.
mii wanna do hmwk der.
burt end up sianx again.hahas.

[today]
lalalas~.
i'm in a happie mood.hahas.
wake up quite early in der morning.
marmie i realli dunch wanna go malaysia.
i realli dunch wanna.plsss...
jux treat it dat i'm nortz a good gurl or watx.
burt i realli dunch wanna.
hais.*sobs.
was bing confused by sms-es.hahas.
make mii sho blurr.
burt money $$ seems tuu bi able tuu do der job.
hahas.
3.10 den go bathe.i'm sho late lorhx.
der movie "the incredibles" start at 4.05
neva mind.bathe liaox.rush tuu write der birthday card.
sorrie~ der handwriting sho damn ugly.
sorrie~ sorrie~.
took taxi tuu rush fer tym.mit waimun den take together.
wahx.der plastic bag sho big.hahas.
reach dere liaox den mii sho scared...
cox dunch noe watx will it bi lyk mahx.
hahas.
expected we mish der movie.
sho ish 4 daborhs.2 zhaborhs.
der 2 zhaborhs jux wander around everitym.
mii declare broke liaox lorhx.
treat der 2 daborhs 15 bucks.
wahx.daylight robbery siax.
hahas.
help dem tuu buy der tickets while dey still eating.
end up selling sho fast dat left front seat liaox.
oh yar.watching "shutter".
guys lyk sho dilly dally lorhx.
hahas.*opps.
dunch cum hoot mii.
burt dey are kutex + farnie lorhx.hahas.
go in howta watch lahx.
neck sure suan der.hahas.
mii and waimun laft laft laft.
cox dey beri farnie.or should i say we siaox liaox.
bleahx.=P.
thru-out der movie...
der gurl behind quite noisy siax.
and der movie ish nortz realli beri scary lahx.
okie okie.
enjoy der company more.hehes.
after der movie.wanted tuu ask dem where dey going der.
burt dunch noe whyee alwaes end up lafting lorhx.
hahas.crazy joel.=P.
actualli wanna go walk walk der.
burt sho crowded.end up go home liaox.
piang tuu catch der train.
reach home.now sho alone.
hais.all of dem are out.
hais.lonely siax.
okie realli enjoy ur company...
see when free again kkaex???
hahas...

`__zui hai pa ni tu ran shuo yao fang qi.*

.mua sweet touchings.zhenxinhua.
.mending a broken heart__.
[[ wounded +.