hais
10/30/2004 04:18:00 PM
ish der last week of skool.den skool holidays ler.
hais.ish 2 mths.
[25 oct]
woke up early tuu go skool.actualli dunch nida der.
wanna change mua streaming options.sho die die oso hafta go bac.
mua future more important.
reach skool change liaox den met ms long.
she ask mii whu in watx gang.dunch seperate dem okie?
pls...
den sho xia suay.kanna caught fer lotsa ting by ms see.
skirt.hairband.ear rings.socks.
kanasaix.mr lim oso neva kbx she kbx fer watx.argh!
tv all der way when i reach home.
ntg much liaox.
[26 oct]
*yawns.sho tired lorx.ish torturing manx.kanasaix.
morning could nortz wake up.
on der bus tuu skool.met a keex siaox fella.
suddenly toking and lafting tuu himself.
bai chi lorx.made mii dunch noe should laft or cry.
reach skool liaox as usual lorx.blahx blahx blahx.
ms long gib out der dunch noe watx strength wkst.
realise mii nope strength at all.alamak.=X.
lotsa reading paper.
dozed off while she toking.
cor mua name.cua tio lorx.
recess ler den wanna go home.trying tuu bi sick.
burt waimun dunch allow mii.*hmpf.
muz say der tong guan mi yu.
kai bu liaox kou lorx.
den waimun oso gort tong guan mi yu.
hers longer version.
hmt was orhhorhh period.ryan counting down.diaox.
tym oast sho slow.
assembly hafta latin dance.half asleep.
afternoon gort der amazing tingy.biang ehx.
dunch noe whu's idea izzit lorx.
weekday pple ruching fer tym.where will gib a damn bout uu saying
"excuse mii would uu lyk tuu donate tuu nkf"
and trying tuu force out a smile.
den sho little tym lorx.
fink we birdie birdie bird bird can fly arx.
from plaza sing walk tuu shaws.
leg aching lyk shit.you qi wu li.
den pple see uu siam here siam dere.kaox.
moreova whole sec 2 at orchard.
fink singapore sho big mehx.
bo bian.do lorx.tireness as shou huo lorx.
bus ride oso sho bek chek.feel lyk puking.
by der tym reach home 8 plus liaox.
*home bitter home.hais.
marmie dunch allow mii pon skool next day.
still use birdnest bribe mii.dots.
will mua dream of waimun wib ahem cum true?
awww.such a kutex couple.
[27 oct]
considered quite happie lahx.
except fer sum nonsensical ting.
morning wake up at around 6.late liaox.
wanted tuu wear contacts.burt nope tym.nope choice lorx.
morning reach skool mit waimun kutesiy liaox.
went tuu find ms ow.kanna scolding fer ntg.
ms ow nortz mua fault lahx.marmie say der lahx.
dunch sho fierce mahx.pple will scare der lorx.
went audi fer cip reflection.
once again.2e3's spirit ish shown.rox on!
after dat tot gort pe.den keong tootip enuf lorx.
say dunch wanna pe cox gort fire drill.
where gort cher lidat tell student der.
fire drill ish human torture lorx.kaox.
der weather sho damn blardy warm.still can tahan.
burt we are expected tuu squat lorx.argh!
den all der insects crawl here and dere.*er xin.
at least gort squat fer 45min lorx.
qianyu suning yeeting and i toking our way thru.
suning sho farnie der.hahas.
qianyu and i eee here eee dere.=X.
cox gort lotsa insects!quite malu lorx.
e4 guys lyk xin li bian tai der.
wanna throw insects on mii and qianyu.freak lahx.
tootip guys.sho cruel lorx.catch der insect liaox den poke it.*er xin.
by der tym can stand up legs bcum jelly liaox.zai dou lorx.
summore put up der smoke sign.diaox.
sho fake lorx.
dnt diunch go der lessin.reading comic all along.
art was okie.
latin dance dozed off again.bleahx.
after skool was went all der kaixin shi duan happen.
hehes.=).
forced tuu say der tong guan mi yu.
den on bus drop der bottle.sho malu.=X.
read der chi storybook.wib mua style.
of cox ish less than 5 pgs den dozed off liaox lahx.=P.
mua handyfone vibration woke mii up.
den gort jing shen again liaox.=P.
sho...blahx blahx blahx.
lotsa ting lahx.
=) =) =).
[28 oct]
nope skool.mua style.slept till 1.=P.
carn go out till bro cum bac.
sho end up dinuch go ani where.
watch 2002.der song beri nice.*thumbs up.
bathe liaox started tuu daydream.
at least gort 1 hr bax.
neva eat breakfast and lunch.stomach empty.
burt still diunch feel lyk eating.
5 plus bro cum bac.mii go northpoint.
could nortz find der diary i wanna.
bought liu xing hua yuan 1 and 2.yeah!
nitex was sms-ing and watching tv and reading comic.
hafta crack mua brain tuu fink watta buy.
dunch buy fer mii arx.too ex liaox ler.
carnot buy arx.bu ke yi.
dunch buy pls...
uu both der kindness ish appreciated.
received a msg dat make mii wanna scream out loud.
wahx sehx...
head damn pian.dunch noe whyee.
[29 oct]
hais.last day of skool ler.
morning carn wka up again.
marmie cor mii dunch noe howee mani tyms.
lazy tuu eat breakfast.
pour away der whole bowl of cornflakes.
go skool third level dere waimun face lit up.
of cox happie lahx.yi da qing zao lorx.
flag raising.der sixth tym happen ler.
i ended it...
mervyn heng started bothering mii bout der usual ting.argh!
mit ow fer debate and eldds.
last 2 weeks of dec gonna bi damn busy lorx.hais.
hafta write speech fer debate.chim siax.
den ow dreaming again.
say next syf muz at least get silver.
zuo meng jiu you lorx.in her dreams bax.
tis yr still haben gib yr book.
lidat waimun carnot look everiday ler lahx.see lahx!
get bac report book.
results lyk shit lorx.hais.
spring cleaning diunch do aniting.sit dere shake leg.
gort lotsa reading tuu do arx!!!
den ms long started toking.der closing speech.
neva concentrate at all.
xin bu zai yan.
xin mo ming di zai tong.
i dunch noe whyee either.
hmt xu lao shi sho kutex.
tok sho fast.shou mang jiao ruan.
hais...jiu na me ji miao.
go j8 mit waimun.too early liaox.
shops closed.sho go mos burger.
alamak.whyee uu send der msg.
went tuu buy liu xing hua yuan 3 and 4.*nicey.
waimun bought mii der 121 bear burt smaller version der as birthday pressie.
thanx uu lotx lotx.=).
walk here walk dere ntg suitable lehx.
still dunch noe watta buy.
go ahjisen eat.beri full lorx.
told waimun tuu confess.
ish worth a try.jiayouu!
if uu lyk sumbodi.
tell der person.
cox uu may nortz noe if uu will
lose him/her der next min.
gort dao li ritex.
waimun...watxeva ur decision.
yi ding yao happie.
go home fink liang xin fa xian.
go pac room.tough manx.
realise still gort red packet money tuu spend.
burt nida save liaox.
took around 2 and a half hrs.
man zhu gan quite kood.
yeeting arx.dunch worry bout ur stage fright.
slowly can ovacum der.uu can do it!
den mua brain started tuu bi sot sot again.
i bcum sotong sotong again.
still considering whether tuu join der university tingy nortz.
marmie say mua results nortz kood.hais.
expected she will lidat say der.
i can neva do aniting tuu pleased her.
i can neva...
hais.jux hate it.
was writing diary after dat.hais.
i mish 2e3 badly...
i mish mua frenx...
der noisy 2e3...
we cheer together during sports day...
we emerged ova all champion...
it was everibodi effort...
2e3 did it...
litery evening we did it too...
der e3 spirit...
neva say die...
scolding oso kanna together...
e3 spirt NEVA SAY DIE!!!
2 mths ish farking long.
i farking mish 2e3.
2e3 rox on!
today wake up at 7.30.mati ler.
gonna bi late fer der wits sharing.
i oso dunch noe go fer watx lorx.
den take 853.walk past ny.
regreted walking past.hais.
wo bu xiang zai you xi wang.
der sharing was okie.
quite interesting.nortz dat bad after all.
den go grandma house.
eat steamboat fer dinner.
den crack lame jokes.
it was nice.
...life ish beautiful...
sounds familar dixon?
wo hai zai xun zao wo na mei li der ren sheng.
a life dat i can smile fer wholeheartedly.
wo you dian lei ler.
xian zai zhi xuan zhe mang mu.
mang mu di guo wo xian zai der sheng huo.
wo bu xiang yi ci ci di bei shuai dao.
wo cheng shou bu liaox.
wei ler aii...
wei ler you qing...
wei ler qin qing...
wei ler xue ye...
wo bu xiang bei taa menx shuai dao ler.
ye xu shi wo mei you yong qi qu cheng dan.
ke shi wo zhen der lei ler.
haox lei haox lei.
mang mu nen rang wo guo yi bei zi mahx.
wo xi wang nen.
ke shi zai wo mang mu der dang er uu zen yang xun zao
....mang mu...xun zao...
.mua sweet touchings.zhenxinhua.
.mending a broken heart___.
1st week
10/24/2004 10:54:00 PM
bac tuu update liaox ler.yep!
[18 oct]
went out wib waimun sistaa today.realli realli ate lotsa.
went heeren eat.went taka eat.
esp at crystal jade.eat der chang fen eat sho much.
gonna bi real fat liaox ler.yar lorx.gonna bi fat pig ler.
*onik onik.
[19 oct]
today gort bac mos of der results.hais.
oh yar.wore specs tuu skool today.
alamak.look sho weird.
den pple kip asking mii whyee i wear.bleahx.
der number remained at 5.
[20 0ct]
it was a boring day in skool.ntg tuu do.
in class oso sleep onli.bin sleeping alot.
gonna bi pig pig liaox.
attend der streaming tok.argh.
could feel der pressure and tension.
diunch noe watta choose lehx.
results on der next day.abit gan jiong.
den did sumting wib waimun sistaa in der public.hehes.
betta nortz say out.bleahx.
realise sumting...hais
watch der champion.sho nice worx.
today sms sho little worx.miracle lorx.hahas.
[21 oct]
diunch wanna cum tuu skool badly.hais.
den hafta amazing tingy.kinda boring.
tana arx.pls dunch tell us tuu do such lame ting lahx.
during recess play a trick on yuting.hahas.
he realli kanna tricked lorx.hahas.
now i noe sho easy der.hehes.
den dunhc noe whyee i'll bac away.hais.
whyee lehx.dunch noe lehx.
knew mua level ranking and percentage.hais.
lyk shit.kanasaix.
diunch improve lorx.hais.
diunch noe tuu take double double or triple wib history
beri fan ova it.hais.
hafta PSL course too.okie okie lahx.
nortz realli dat boring after all.hehes.
[22 oct]
morning took a slow walk tuu skool.hais.
dunch noe whyee.when alone will walk slowly.
den face realli damn black.sorrie pple.
chose mua choice.took double double.
went tuu tok wib long.thanx her lots.
muz thanx mr tan too.thanx uu both.
hab a kood chat wib uu both.thanx.
after skool went out wib waimun sistaa and leeyen.
wanna find where tuu play lan near serangoon stadium.
burt fink too xia suay ler bax.=X.
walk fer 2 hrs.waited fer 1 hr.
den finalli lorx....
damn coolx siax.der graphics all sho real lo.
addicted tuu it liaox ler.carn wait tuu play.
hahas.den see see go home liaox.
wanna take taxi home.der first one kaox.
go drive away.dunch noe howta wait arx.
den der second one.too enthu liaox ler.=X.
at nitex was terrible.jux hate bing at home.
tis whole week at home was terrible.hais.
dunch wish tuu say.say ler oso nope use.hais.
read sum chatlogs.hais.
kinda mish der tyms.hais.
[23 oct]
spent half a day sleeping.den watch mvp.
sho nice worx.dunch noe watch howee mani tyms liaox.
wanna change mua streaming options.argh!
quite bothered ova sumting.hais.
[24 oct]
half a day sleeping again.den eat lunch.
go out wib huidan after dat.hehes.
kaox.i nope money liaox ler lahx.
today buy a new nike latest shoe.
den buy "lost n found" der t-shirt.
took neox wib huidan.hehes.
i jux lubb der
one.
had a nice chat wib der jiejie ova jay zhou.hahas.
jiejie uu beri kutex lehx.ur eyes sho nice der.
den recap sum of der tyms we had as a family.
mish der family chalets.hais.
hope next yr hab.*i wish.
tml hafta go bac skool tu change mua options.hais.
gonna bi a boring day i guess.hais.
one whole week den holiday liaox.
tym sims tuu bi passing slowly lorx.diaox.
take a step at a tym bax.let tings take place naturalli.
.mua sweet touchings.zhenxinhua.
.mending a broken heart___.
der first tym
10/17/2004 11:51:00 PM
tis ish mua new blog. x-zhenxinhua-x.
whyee zhenxinhua lehx.maybi ish tuu mark der new beginning of mua life bax.
lotsa tings happen in der past few months ova tis year.2004.
and now 18 october 2004.ish der day whereby ish a new beginning.
yuppie.tuu find bac watx a joel teng should bi.
eben though i'm nortz realli done wib tis blog yet.der pictures and stuff.
burt i will try tuu get it done asap.yep!
realli hope tuu finish it by der end of tis month.
a new life has jux started...
___.wo der zhenxinhua.mua sweet touchings.***
